Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
okay today we had a great game. congrats guys..showing whats a fighting spirit means. 4-0 down we're still challenging n chasing for every ball n still want to score the only sole goal for us but i would not say its not our day or bad luck or whatever thats for losers yeap we lost haha. they were the better team n much more experienced than us hey look im not making excuses for our loses god damn they are in a division 1 for f.a.s n some of them were even former s'league players. so the scoreline does'nt tell the whole story. as a captain im proud of them for fighting blah blah..n now im feeling fucked up. i wanna break my duck ( 3 game w/o scoring).i dont feel the usual me anymore when im on the pitch. listen as a player im happy for today's performance but as a striker, even u knew when u play good but when u does'nt score u feel this shit. and it keeps bothering me every now and then. well this strongly disturbing ma mind to play for any ite school team.i dont feel im up to that standard. morale down feelin so fucked up!. hah my dreams wanna represents sgp one day hah with my standard.. bullshit stop dreaming man!.well honestly this is typical singaporean.when they feel bad they just whining n complaining bout everything n not doin something bout it!.i dont wanna be like that.i WILL try n train hard for my own good n get back to my scoring form as soon as possible. well cheers ADELPHI FC u guys were fantastic today!
bouncin off holla
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