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Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 2:22 PM
this is a msg to all of u..i told ya the old me is dead & gone!
The time I've Lost
The time I've lost in wooing, In watching and pursuing The light that lies in my mother's eyes, Tho' Wisdom has sought me, I scorn'd the lore she brought me,From bonds so sweet to sever.
When her spell was on me,My proud heart growing is now as weak as ever.Because I do not hope to turnDesiring this man's gift and that man's scopeI no longer strive to strive towards such things
Why should I mournThe vanished power of the usual reign?(Why should the aged eagle stretch its wings?)
Because I do not think,Because I cannot drink,Because I know I shall not know,The one veritable transitory powerBecause I do not hope to knowThe infirm glory of the positive hourThere, where trees flower,and springs flow, for there is nothing again
Because I know that time is always timeAnd place is always and only placeAnd what is actual is actual only for one timeAnd only for one place let these words answerFor what is done, not to be done againMay the judgement not be too heavy upon meBecause these wings are no longer wings to fly
Let pass my weary guiltless ghostI feel my torments so increaseThat life cannot remain.Farewell, my pleasures past,Welcome, my present pain! "In the depths of a mind insane,Fantasy and reality are the same.. "
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